This arc is beginning to strain credibility, because if you're being honest, even the version of yourself in these early pages is getting sick to death of Togore, let alone missing him dearly. You wonder if Jollacrity's demons have begun mischaracterizing you out of spite? Or maybe this is just one of your many reincarnations who simply forgot how played out the Togore bit was, and felt grief anew upon seeing the shrine.
It's embarrassing at this point, to witness your future self's preoccupation with the death of this nonexistent goat child. You resolve to wash your hands of the Togore debacle altogether, and swear to instantly click away from any page bearing his likeness henceforward.